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December 31 08年倒计时December 29 Ah.......啊，救命啊！！！ 公寓楼里面居然有人养狗，这下完了，不会是来了新邻居吧，我记得房屋合同上说是不能养宠物的啊。。。 话说我中午高高兴兴地做好午餐准备上楼慢慢享用，上楼时我下意识地在二楼与三楼相接的楼梯口的窗子前停留了许久，在窗前看了好一会儿“风景”，待我转身准备继续上楼的时候，却发觉一只狗在三楼的楼梯口，也就是我家的家门口蹲着，并且与我四目对视，我顿时一惊，谁会料到公寓楼里竟会有狗呢，狗吓人要吓死人的知道吗。还好我近日食素，若被此不知来历的小狗看见我手中美味的香肠就完蛋了，真怕它会一下子朝我扑过来。我愣在楼梯口，心想要保持镇静，不能被只小狗就弄得家也不敢回了吧，在犹豫了3秒钟之后，我终于做出了一个重大决定，唉，还是乖乖回二楼的厨房吃吧，其实此时我也没多少心情吃饭了，心里盘算着这只狗什么时候能够自行消失。天不如人愿，等我再次上楼的时候却发觉这只狗还在那，郁闷，只能请救兵来护送我回家。。。 事情应该还没完，怎么办那，还让不让人出门了？！这几天怎么老是遇到克星啊，先是听闻生菜里面居然有比菜青虫还大的白色蠕虫，搞得我现在都不敢动冰箱里刚买回来的一颗生菜，现在又遇到这么只不知来历的小狗，啊，消失吧，我亲爱的小狗，阿门！ December 27 A NICE DAY
早上起床拉开窗帘的时候忽然发现窗外阳光一片灿烂，很久没有与如此明媚的阳光打照面了，如此的好天气不禁让人的心情也随之明朗起来。于是决计今天一定要出行，放着大好阳光不享受一下岂不可惜。看了下时间，原来已不是什么早晨了，都快到中午了，赶紧整理房间吃早餐。 厨房很安静，阳光洒进屋内，温暖而明亮。一边吃着很自以为很垃圾的早餐，一边翻阅着《LEBEN UND TOD IN SCHANGHAI》，从教授夫人那借来的书。此书原来是英文版的--《Life and Death in Shanghai》，1986年出版于英国的伦敦，那会儿我还不识字呢。去了这么多教授家，突然发觉我自己对于上海的了解程度还不及这些外国老头老太们，想想也是，谁让我还没出生的时候这些人就已经去过上海了呢。讲起老上海的一些往事，他们或许倒还可以给我上节课呢。书的扉页写着Für Meiping,我不知道那个梅萍是谁，貌似是作者的女儿，一个上海的老演员吧，不知道，还是接着读吧。晕，500页的德文书也不知道什么时候能读完呢，旁边还得放本德语字典呢，呵呵，我用功吧。 好了，吃完早饭，准备出发了，随便出去逛逛，貌似已经到中午了，没事，德国的太阳起得晚，下山也晚，我还有时间与它来个亲密接触啊，呵呵～～
December 25 far away from homeFAR AWAY FROM HOME
I am loving living every single day but sometimes I feel so. 我是如此的爱恋每一天的生活，但只是不时自我感觉如此 I hope to find a little peace of mind and I just want to know. 渴望找寻到一丝内心的平静，仅仅是想知道。 And who can heal those tiny broken hearts, and what are we to be. 谁能医治那破碎的心，我们将何去何从。 Where is home on the Milky way of stars, I dry my eyes again. 星河灿烂，何处是家园，我只得再一次地擦干泪眼。 In my dreams I am not so far away from home. 梦中我从未曾远离家园 What am I in a world so far away from home. 现实中却如此远离家园 All my life all the time so far away from home. 终我一生都将远离家园 Without you I will be so far away from home. 无你相伴我将远离家园 If we could make it through the darkest night we have a brighter day. 如果我们能穿越黑夜，将能拥有光明的明天。 The world I see beyond your pretty eyes, makes me want to stay. 透过你那明眸我看到了一个世界，它是如此让我留恋。 And who can heal those tiny broken hearts, and what are we to be. 谁能医治那破碎的心，我们将何去何从 Where is home on the Milky way of stars, I dry my eyes again. 星河灿烂，何处是家园，我只得再一次地擦干泪眼。 In my dreams I am not so far away from home. 梦中我从未曾远离家园 What am I in a world so far away from home. 现实中却如此远离家园 All my life all the time so far away from home. 终我一生都将远离家园 Without you I will be so far away from home. 无你相伴我将远离家园 I count on you, no matter what they say, cause love can find it time. 我是如此的依恋你，无论世人如何评说，爱能找到属于自己的季节. I hope to be a part of you again, baby let us shine. 我渴望再一次的与你相融，爱的结晶令我们沐浴光辉。 And who can heal those tiny broken hearts, and what are we to be. 谁能医治那破碎的心，我们将何去何从， Where is home on the Milky way of stars, I dry my eyes again. 星河灿烂，何处是家园，我只得再一次地擦干泪眼。 In my dreams I am not so far away from home. 梦中我从未曾远离家园 What am I in a world so far away from home. 现实中却如此远离家园 All my life all the time so far away from home. 终我一生都将远离家园 Without you I will be so far away from home. 无你相伴我将远离家园 December 19 UPON A CHRISTMAS NIGHTUpon a Christmas Night They’re dreaming of a white Christmas I put a coat They’re dreaming of a white Christmas They’re dreaming of a white Christmas Ye~~ December 04 OH,SHIT!
Writing this article is not to blame anyone and anything but myself.The weather is very fine today,but on the contrary my feeling is so so so bad.Ah,what a terrible life!The person who I was is unlike me.And I know it's my fault.I even do not know what do I really want to do and what can I do for myself, for the people who love me.I really don't want to put them down.But actually I always can't deal with something very well.My daily life,my study ,my future,everthing let me feel stressful.I know that nobody is obliged to help me, I need to face all bad things by myself. I always believe that people can give each other warmth, but I also realize that not everyone can understand you, care about your feelings, or consider your position on the issue.This is life , I'm unable to change and avoid these unplesant realities.So self - consolation is a part of my life because maybe I am a fool.What I really did is just a waste of time and effort.Fortunately I'm the one who does not care about results.So I won't be so disappointed. I do not want to lose my tempe.I do not want to speak any more.I do not want to talk with anybody.I do not what to listen any words and comments.I do not care how the other people think about me.I just want to be quiet and then do something meaningful things seriously.So, at first ,go to bed to combat with my headache,have a good sleep , restore sober minds,and then go to work. But how can I begin,this is only a wonderful assumptions.In fack,I will wake up from nightmares, I would be very scared, I will have a cry.Maybe I shoud do my crying in the rain and think over all the things.But what a shit nice day!No one could help me. I even can't and don't want to open my mind to anyone.What waiting for me is only pain and terrible results.I have no other way. Oh,shit,the life in wolfsburg,the strange foreigners,the boring weekend .all the things which around me and myself.Shit!This is the only word I want to say and what I can say at the moment. |
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